I have done things in my life that have caused some people pain. Other people have caused me pain in my life. One of the truths of life seems to be that we all suffer and cause suffering in life. It is unavoidable from the richest and mightiest to the most humble, sorrow, pain, and unhappiness are inevitable. That’s life.
I don’t harbor any ill-will toward anyone in life, no matter what may have happened between us. I wish everyone well and that you will get exactly what you need when the time is right. I believe you will, too. Because that’s the way life works. We get what we need at the perfect time, though it may not seem that way to us.
The thing is, consciousness has parts. Multiplicity is a hard concept to understand, but to sum it up, you have three parts including your Higher Self. You are your Higher Self and actually exist in multiple domains. Here on earth, in our human bodies, in the electro-magnetic domain, we use our conscious mind and subconscious mind to try to live our lives as best we can. Our Higher Consciousness, what I call our “Loved Ones,” is the organizing and creative force in our lives and our world. Our Loved Ones exist in the magneto-electric domain. We don’t have direct control over it, but it does have control over us if it is necessary. Though it can intervene in our lives, it seldom does, preferring to allow us to grow and mature through our experiences on earth. The purpose of life is the growth and maturation of the three parts, the Higher Self, conscious, and subconscious mind and the retention of those lessons and experiences in our immortal souls.
The three parts of each human being’s consciousness, a. the Higher Self, Loved Ones,b. the conscious mind, and c. the subconscious, are all maturing and growing and are at different stages in their development. It is similar to how the parent-child, family, relationship works. Even though higher consciousness is more developed and wiser than our own conscious and subconscious, it is still learning lessons. Like a good parent who allows his or her child to live his or her life and learn the lessons of life, our Loved Ones usually allow us to experience the joy and pain and sorrow in life, knowing that we only learn when we are forced out of our comfort zones.
Our Loved Ones are wise and provide us with a wide range of experiences that allow us the opportunity to grow and learn and hopefully mature. Part of the maturing process is coming to the realization that life is perfect, we get exactly what we need to become who we are meant to be, and every act is an act of love from our own Higher Self. When we let go of bitterness and anger and realize that we have gotten gifts in many ways, then we can move on and experience the true joy of living. To get a better understanding of what I mean, perhaps you should read “Two Dreams”.
As I said at the beginning of this, there have been times when I have been hurt in life and times when I have hurt other people. For many years I have been angry and even hated some people, but now I realize that my life has been perfect and that my own Higher Self suffered through everything I suffered through, just as we as parents suffer through our own children’s ups and downs.
If I could go back in time and undo the things I did that hurt other people, I wouldn't I don’t like pain and suffering and don’t like to see pain or suffering. I don’t like to think that I have caused it. But I also know that those experiences were meant to be and that life is perfect. You are in the process of learning from your experiences just as I am. So whatever happened between us in the past is part of our life path. We can learn from it and move on or remain bitter and let it eat us up inside. I know you will eventually see it as the gift that it is, though it was painful at the time. It is just a matter of perception.
Sometimes the things I write here are silly and poorly punctuated. That is part of my personality. Other things I write are complex and difficult for some people to understand. Like all human beings, I am multi-faceted.