I have done things in my life that have caused some people
pain. Other people have caused me pain in my life. One of the
truths of life seems to be that we all suffer and cause suffering in
life. It is unavoidable from the richest and mightiest to the most
humble, sorrow, pain, and unhappiness are inevitable. That’s life.
I don’t harbor any ill-will toward anyone in life, no matter
what may have happened between us. I wish everyone well and that you will
get exactly what you need when the time is right. I believe you will,
too. Because that’s the way life works. We get what we need at the
perfect time, though it may not seem that way to us.
The thing is, consciousness has parts. Multiplicity is
a hard concept to understand, but to sum it up, you have three parts including
your Higher Self. You are your Higher Self and actually exist in multiple
domains. Here on earth, in our human bodies, in the electro-magnetic domain,
we use our conscious mind and subconscious mind to try to live our lives
as best we can. Our Higher Consciousness, what I call our “Loved Ones,”
is the organizing and creative force in our lives and our world. Our
Loved Ones exist in the magneto-electric domain. We don’t have direct control
over it, but it does have control over us if it is necessary. Though
it can intervene in our lives, it seldom does, preferring to allow us to
grow and mature through our experiences on earth. The purpose of life is
the growth and maturation of the three parts, the Higher Self, conscious, and
subconscious mind and the retention of those lessons and experiences in our
immortal souls.
The three parts of each human being’s consciousness, a. the
Higher Self, Loved Ones,b. the conscious mind, and c. the subconscious,
are all maturing and growing and are at different stages in their
development. It is similar to how the parent-child, family, relationship
works. Even though higher consciousness is more developed and wiser than
our own conscious and subconscious, it is still learning lessons. Like a good
parent who allows his or her child to live his or her life and learn the
lessons of life, our Loved Ones usually allow us to experience the joy and pain
and sorrow in life, knowing that we only learn when we are forced out of our
comfort zones.
Our Loved Ones are wise and provide us with a wide range of
experiences that allow us the opportunity to grow and learn and hopefully
mature. Part of the maturing process is coming to the realization that
life is perfect, we get exactly what we need to become who we are meant to be,
and every act is an act of love from our own Higher Self. When we let go
of bitterness and anger and realize that we have gotten gifts in many ways,
then we can move on and experience the true joy of living. To get a
better understanding of what I mean, perhaps you should read “Two Dreams”.
As I said at the beginning of this, there have been times
when I have been hurt in life and times when I have hurt other people.
For many years I have been angry and even hated some people, but now I realize
that my life has been perfect and that my own Higher Self suffered through
everything I suffered through, just as we as parents suffer through our own
children’s ups and downs.
If I could go back in time and undo the things I did that
hurt other people, I wouldn't I don’t like pain and suffering and don’t
like to see pain or suffering. I don’t like to think that I have caused
it. But I also know that those experiences were meant to be and that life
is perfect. You are in the process of learning from your experiences just
as I am. So whatever happened between us in the past is part of our life
path. We can learn from it and move on or remain bitter and let it eat us
up inside. I know you will eventually see it as the gift that it is,
though it was painful at the time. It is just a matter of perception.
Sometimes the things I write here are silly and poorly
punctuated. That is part of my personality. Other things I write
are complex and difficult for some people to understand. Like all human
beings, I am multi-faceted.
As long as you hang onto the anger and pain and
bitterness you will continue to suffer. That is your choice, not
mine. I wish you all the happiness, joy, and peace that exists in
abundance for you in our beautiful universe. I once loved you as a lover
and now love you as a fellow human being and child of our Loved Ones. Go
in peace.
